a weaning incident

已經大概個多星期吧？你再沒有說要喝媽媽奶了。

直到今天，睡前給你在書架上發現了國際母乳會送的＂我愛你＂。

接著又讀了幾本書，然後你說：數三十之後飲媽媽奶。

之前跟你說我們數到三十你還睡不了才喝媽媽奶吧！還以為你在扭甚麼也聽不入耳，原來你都記在心裡。

在廣西的爸爸，別擔心，今夜，防線仍守得住。

沒有怎麼不捨的感覺，畢竟，由你出生第3天開始吃奶後，都已800多天。

很想大肆慶祝一番，或許可以先喝一杯double shot的mocha，再啃一整盒85%的dark chocolate，然後喝一大支original的可樂，將兩年多戒下來的咖啡因一次過補回。:P

爸爸，28個月以來省下的奶粉錢，大概也足夠我們買一瓶不錯的香檳，豪飲一頓？

a weaning incident

touching the pillow corner you slept
and not again on my breasts
you've grown up as a big big boy
so i write you this poem of joy

from day 3 onward to months 28
i wonder how much milk was made?
i'll remember each and every moment
since the day you're sucking as an infant

the special bond we shared when nursing
let's hope it will not be ending
now breasts are not for big boys like you
open is my chest when you feel blue