back to work

i'm back to work for 3 days and it's more than depressing. i am back to the same posting so it doesn't cost too much effort to get adapted to the job. it's the lack of time to bond with rafael that kills.

rafael is sleeping most of the time when we're back home. actually he sleeps nearly all the time (see he even sleeps when mac was bathing him last night) except when he's nursing and literally we only got like 5 minutes of time to play with him. i can't imagine how hard it has been for mac over the last few months.

today is rafa's 5-month-old birthday but mac won't be able to come home until 11 pm...